I love my wonderful mege
by: DA BBB...

ok so what... I kno this poem is gonna suck... but whatever.... I just wanted 2 try it, had it on my mind, and i just wanted 2 get it out there:

I love my wonderful Mege
Thoughts of her makes me happy
Just like her beauitiful, flawless smile
That can turn the devil sappy

Holding her close is indescribeable
heavenly is just 2weak of a word..
with mege I'm higher than cloud 9
without her I'm a unpolished turd

She means more 2 me than anyone
which occasionally self inflicts hurt and pain
but dosen't matter 2 me
as long as she is free 2 dance in the rain

I still depress myself over not being with her
every now and then it persists..
but thank god that she's still around
else that's 1 less reason for me 2 exist

i just can't help 2 reminisce
but what could have possibly been
and all of that unknown pontential
that may never be seen again

I'll do virtually anything possible 4 her
no matter how big or small
my close friends go in front of me
and she's among the closest of all

I just wanted to melt her heart
nice candle light dinners and things being a part
I guess I'll never have the chance
2 show my mege a night of endless romance

and she does not even have 2 read this
cause no matter what the truth will always be
she's my wonderful mege
and she is very precious 2 me

Who freakin cares if we don't talk everyday anymore
let alone get together and eat
I still always think of mege
b/c witouut her memory I'm incomplete.
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ALL MY LIFE , I PRAYED FOR SUM LIKE MEGE....AND I THANK GOD THAT FOR A LIL WHILE, I ALMOST HAD HER.....

v

So yea, I know it feels like the end of the world, but its not and all of that.....but WTF... I just want 2 get everything out..... so I can feel better....so

I feel like shit.....I did sumthing, and i runined my chances with the most wonderful girt that I've met..and she has no more interest in me......this fuckin sucks ass...........

really... I feel like crap.....basically, I guess I can't have any1 like her....its just .........................

But one thing is defin for sure....Whoever else I may like or whatever else may happen, I can always say about her that she was the first girl that I said I love, and truly fell in love with.... and nothing will EVER take that away.....

yea... she did say that she does not think its any chance at all..........but I'm the type of person that will still hold out hope sumwhere in the back of my mind.....that maybe sumwhere down the line......it may be......i guess time will tell..........

and i still going 2 treat her special, b/c she is special 2 me.......but I'll just be hurt for awhile......that;s all...i'll learn 2 cope with it eventually......

what I would not give right now to have the chance 2 just lay on her...and just cry my brains out..................

I just can't help but wonder why we cant' be again......and let it bother me.............

its like I never got the chance 2 take her out anywhere ... or nothing really...and I just had my chance ripped away from me.... like i commited sum type of horrible act that in her eyes left me as undesirizable.....

yea.. I like being like this... I basically worry about my close friends more than i worry about myself, and always want them 2 be happy and want things 2 be going better for them than it is me...... and mege's no expection...... in fact, its espicailly her

and I still love that girl more than got damn...........

fuck it .. don't worry about how much I love her now... I just do , OK?

all that i know... that if anything, that will be my buddy forever....and if sum1 has a problem with it.....then fuck the fuck off.....

so what if I seem 2 be stuck on her... Iwant 2 be!!! I want 2 be stuck 2 her, and only her still......I just do..........

WHYYYYYYYY.........

just know...

WHAT DID I DO WRONG.............WHAT???????????????????????////////

oh ..ok..that's enough for now........ for now..........................

o.o and that poem at the top..........still not finished.... that's going 2 be like where I leave all of my feelings for that wonderful girl at.......

I just will always love her, as thing or another.......ALWAYS................

so yea...whoever else she be with.... it will bother me... I will want 2 feel jelaous aobut it... I would want 2 choke the guy out, and be like, that's MY mege.........but I know I'll just have 2 throw all of that out of the window, and be a great friend 2 her......

and I swear that I will............that I will try my best 2 be.......

whatever she wants me 2 be to her... I'll be the best whatever 2 her that I possibly can...............

all because I love her..